I do believe everything will be the way it is meant to be, but no, I do not always feel things will always be fine. I do however believe no matter what it is, you will be able to handle it.Here I sit a year and 3 days later wondering if I am "handling it". Part of me feels like a completely unraveled ball of yarn. I feel the lowest in my belief of "everything being fine", in having faith that this, our life, is what "is meant to be", and that I am actually able to handle everything being thrown my way. I do not recall a point in my life that I have been so afraid of what new piece of information I will be given. When everything "works itself out", will it be what my both my heart and brain want and need? I do not feel special because I was "chosen to handle" the situations I have been given. I know it takes a much higher level of person to feel blessed and chosen to be fighting certain battles, and to be honest, I am just not there.
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