Dear Sonzee,  Hi baby girl! How are you? I am sitting on the porch facing the lake in VV, for another summer without you. I was (as usual) h...

Dear Sonzee,  It officially happened. You have been absent from our physical presence for more than 5 years. I still cannot wrap my head aro...

Last week, we celebrated our fifth Rosh Hashana without Sonzee. Sitting by the window the first morning, my brain started to write like it u...

Dear Sonzee,  The first sentence that comes into my mind is, I can't believe today (would've, could've, should've) been your...

Dear Sonzee, I have spent the last year trying to figure out how to celebrate your sisters 14th birthday and honor your Hebrew death date an...

As tonight turns into tomorrow, the 3rd full year will be complete without Sonzee physically with us. It has been 4 years since she was last...

Dear Sonzee,  It has been 5 Mondays and 1 day since my last letter to you. It has been 202 weeks and 1 day since you were last on this earth...

When Sonzee first died a close friend of mine whose daughter had already died told me “Randi, you’ve got 18 months before you aren’t allowed...

Dear Sonzee,  It has been 4 weeks since I last wrote you a letter. I am honestly a bit surprised because it feels like I missed so many more...

Dear Sonzee,  We are back in Phoenix after our typical summer in New York. Summer hasn't been the same since you left.  This summer I wo...

Dear Sonzee,  This week was our last week in NY. It started with Meena and Noam being in camp, with Tzvi hanging out at home, and ended with...

Dear Sonzee,   I am sitting here in the VV pool area for night swim with 2 of your siblings. The other one is galavanting around Israel (and...

Dear Sonzee,  Another week has passed, and in 2 days it will have been 3.5 years.  I traveled to Phoenix this past week for back-to-school t...

“Your pics look like your happy again a lot, and your family is happy”. I had to tiptoe my reply gently as this was a newly bereaved paren...

Dear Sonzee,  Today is 180 weeks and 1 day since I last saw you. I calculated the numbers and it equals 3 years, 5 months, and 15 days, or 4...

Dear Sonzee,  This week finished our first week of being away. We had a lot of fun driving to New York and staying at uncles for the weekend...

Dear Sonzee,  I haven't written you a weekly  letter for the last 3 weeks. The intention was initially there, and then after Shaina died...

Dear Sonzee,  It is 5:55am and I can't shake the thoughts in my head, so here I am writing you a letter to see if it helps. Yesterday wa...

Dear Sonzee, It’s a little after midnight and it’s way past what my typical bedtime has been these last few months. My eyes hurt. It’s a com...

Dear Sonzee,  Almost 2 days ago we hit the 170-week mark. The weeks that end in 0 and 5 make the distance seem so far away, and then I am re...